AISubs v3.7
When I'm doing my best, I want to do my best even more.
He is the one who changed my life.
I can't help it even if I only think about anxiety.
How can I do my best with those seven people?
I had a friend who I met at the audition I took before I took pilates.
I decided to take it because my friend recommended me.
If that friend didn't recommend me, I would have been in a lot of trouble.
He is the one who changed my life.
At that time, I was very anxious.
What if I make a mistake?
I had never done it before.
It was like singing and dancing for the first time.
I thought it would be dangerous if I made a mistake.
So I challenged myself.
When I went on stage, I was in charge of blue and Luna was in charge of pink.
I've been in charge of blue and pink for a long time.
Q. Do you have any memory during a live performance?
I don't have any memory during a live performance.
There were a lot of things.
There were a lot of running and swinging.
So I don't have any memory during a live performance.
But I have a memory of a penlight.
Q. When do you have a memory of a penlight?
I have a memory of a tour.
I also have a memory of "EX".
Q. How was it?
The unity of the fans was amazing.
It was amazing that the fans called out to me.
But my mentality has changed a lot.
I think I've become pretty strong.
I used to be a bit of an otofu mental type.
I'm not the type of person who says that to anyone.
I'm the type of person who gets depressed by myself at home.
I don't say it to anyone, but...
Oh, this is how it was.
I used to do part-time jobs for ordinary people.
If you fail, you'll be depressed.
That's what it was like.
But as I did more and more activities...
Of course, it's still pretty easy to get depressed, so I get depressed.
But I'm like, "Let's do this next."
I think I've gotten a little more positive.
And then there's still a lot of technology.
It's really easy to get nervous.
At first, my voice was trembling.
It was like a vibrato.
Compared to that, I feel like I'm singing more and more.
I want to sing more and more.
I still think I'm a senior.
They've been through three years of things I don't know about.
They're the ones who made me who I am now.
I respect them.
I feel like I'm a little sister.
It's not like I'm motivated.
I'm just a good friend.
I've always wanted to be an idol.
I'm not good at social media.
I used to do Instagram, but I don't do it anymore.
I don't even use Twitter.
Social media was the hardest for me.
I did it for 99 days.
I don't want to do it for 100 days.
I quit it.
I didn't want to do it for 100 days.
So I quit it.
But now, I don't feel like I have to do it.
I do it because I want to do it.
I want to do my best when I'm doing my best.
I always wonder if I can say that I'm doing my best.
I cook myself.
I change my lip color.
I can't say that I'm doing my best.
I don't think I'm doing my best now.
But I want to do my best.
I'm getting more and more updates.
My most recent memory is "one one".
My tour.
It's my first time touring. There are three parks - Nagoya, Osaka and Tokyo - and there are people who come to all of them.
There are people who live in Nagoya and Osaka who come to me.
It's a period of deep bond with everyone who has been running through this summer with me.
Even if it's not someone who knows me personally, I feel like I've become friends with people who come to my opera house a lot.
It's a necessary existence.
I'm doing my best today thanks to my fans.
There are times when college and other things overlap, and there are times when I feel like I'm about to collapse.
At such times, my fans notice me, say kind words to me, or say, "Let's do our best together."
On the contrary, even though I'm an idol, I get a lot of support from my fans.
Even if I'm just doing my daily activities, I feel like I'm a necessary existence.
It's big!
Even though summer has been tough for me, I've been through a lot of things, both as an idol and as a college student.
At that time, I cried only once at the award ceremony.
For the first time!
But still, my fans supported me.
This summer has been a lot of things for me.
The support I received and the time we spent together in the summer...
All of them are so deep and unforgettable for me.
I want to be useful for someone.
Idols are supposed to cheer you up.
That's why you work hard every day and your fans are working hard.
When you are tired, you can watch the show.
I hope you can look forward to it.
What do you want to do when you are announced as an idol?
When I am announced as an idol, I think about whether I should be on the stage.
It's not a stage you can stand for a year after joining.
I have to do my best.
My feelings are too strong.
I think this is the last stage for the nine of us.
I have to show my best performance.
I don't think my current performance is enough.
Maybe it's not enough.
I will do my best.
It's only been about three months since I debuted in September.
I have to do all the training and lessons seriously.
They are two big people.
I was worried about what would happen to me in the future.
I cried a lot.
Yomi is someone I have to scold.
She might not be angry with me, but if something bad happens to me, she tells me.
If she's gone, I don't know what will happen to the group.
Nanako is a person who has saved me a lot.
I didn't know what to do when I joined the group.
I didn't know anything about activities.
But Nanako went out to eat with me.
She told me a lot of things.
She gave me words I needed at that time.
She gave me advice on how to use social media and activities.
I'm worried about the future.
It's natural now, but I can't see the future.
I can't help it if I only think about anxiety.
I'm graduating now, but it's decided that the rest of the members will do their best.
I have to think about how the seven of us will do our best.
There are some parts that have been evaluated for singing.
Hiroshima-san gave me a little heart.
She has a nice voice.
My goal is to become a person who can pull me there.
What is your goal in life?
It doesn't change the fact that I've spent my life on it.
It's 180 degrees different from the path I was trying to take.
It's not like I don't have a job right now.
But now I'm an idol.
It's my life.
It's taking my life.
There is only one chance in my life.
I want to do everything I can so that I don't have any regrets until the end.
Thank you for watching!